knowledge7
01-28-2002, 09:19 AM
Make It Rain
My heart is torn/Been scorned long ago yet the pain remains like it just happened this instance/Through my persistence to make it through the night/I fight darkness/Running through the night wind searching for the sun/Reaching/Reaching/Reaching for a life line/So dark I’m blind with no hope of day break/I fall to my knees wanting to cry/Can’t/Trapped on the memory of my two kids and why they had to die/Understood it was for the best/There were laid to rest before they became active/Not even given a chance to live/Gone as soon as they came/Don’t even know your genders but Isis and Ra are your names I’ll reunite with you in heaven/On my knees I question who I am/Who is this man in my mirror that gazes and at me in judgment/I see the man I want to be and the I man I hate the most/They toast champagne glasses and brag to one another how one can’t beat the other/Leave me uneasy and frustrated with their conflicting actions/I sit quiet letting them run wild on me/Their Bytch/I just sit still and succumb to their will/Don’t know where to go in total black/Lost in the labyrinth with no where to turn back/Afraid to use my intuition/Afraid to lose my position or to risk my illusion of comfortably cause honestly I’m empty and unfulfilled/Afraid to build my empire cause with my luck it will be on quick sand/So I stand on my knees afraid to succeed knowing only one man can stop me/Then I’m graced by the light of the moon/Venus/My heart is consumed that quick and I begin to cling to the first woman who makes my heart sing/Bringing smiles and pleasure to life disguising my strife with stars and ocean vibrations/In my jubilation I celebrate too soon/Overwhelmed her/Now dark clouds form and I smell the storm coming/She begins running and I give chase but the cloud cover smothers my 5 senses and in the same instance she came she is gone/Left alone and lonely with no one to console me/Hold me/Let me lay in their arms/Speak my heart and mind and let my tears flow/Caressing me so I know they are present yet remain silent/In this moment of quiet I find tranquility/Acceptance of my children passed/The strength to control my ego at last/The courage to face my False Expectations Appearing Real/The wisdom to keep her near to my heart yet remain independent and not push us apart/On my knees I pray to Allah to grant my wishes and bring sun the sky/Light my path/Make it rain/Hide these tears I cry
My heart is torn/Been scorned long ago yet the pain remains like it just happened this instance/Through my persistence to make it through the night/I fight darkness/Running through the night wind searching for the sun/Reaching/Reaching/Reaching for a life line/So dark I’m blind with no hope of day break/I fall to my knees wanting to cry/Can’t/Trapped on the memory of my two kids and why they had to die/Understood it was for the best/There were laid to rest before they became active/Not even given a chance to live/Gone as soon as they came/Don’t even know your genders but Isis and Ra are your names I’ll reunite with you in heaven/On my knees I question who I am/Who is this man in my mirror that gazes and at me in judgment/I see the man I want to be and the I man I hate the most/They toast champagne glasses and brag to one another how one can’t beat the other/Leave me uneasy and frustrated with their conflicting actions/I sit quiet letting them run wild on me/Their Bytch/I just sit still and succumb to their will/Don’t know where to go in total black/Lost in the labyrinth with no where to turn back/Afraid to use my intuition/Afraid to lose my position or to risk my illusion of comfortably cause honestly I’m empty and unfulfilled/Afraid to build my empire cause with my luck it will be on quick sand/So I stand on my knees afraid to succeed knowing only one man can stop me/Then I’m graced by the light of the moon/Venus/My heart is consumed that quick and I begin to cling to the first woman who makes my heart sing/Bringing smiles and pleasure to life disguising my strife with stars and ocean vibrations/In my jubilation I celebrate too soon/Overwhelmed her/Now dark clouds form and I smell the storm coming/She begins running and I give chase but the cloud cover smothers my 5 senses and in the same instance she came she is gone/Left alone and lonely with no one to console me/Hold me/Let me lay in their arms/Speak my heart and mind and let my tears flow/Caressing me so I know they are present yet remain silent/In this moment of quiet I find tranquility/Acceptance of my children passed/The strength to control my ego at last/The courage to face my False Expectations Appearing Real/The wisdom to keep her near to my heart yet remain independent and not push us apart/On my knees I pray to Allah to grant my wishes and bring sun the sky/Light my path/Make it rain/Hide these tears I cry