texasheat
03-21-2005, 12:23 PM
I wish my daddy thought it a good idea to be more in my life. Each day that passes we grow further and further apart. He aint got no excuse now not to call me, well now he does cause I changed my number... but it's been 5 years since I've been out my mommy's house and I have tried to build a relationship with him but its failing considerably till now I've given up...
MEN... understand the importance of being in your childs life, and encourage your fellow brothers the same...
it hurts, feeling like your dad could give 2 flips...
I wish my mommy knew what my sisters and i went through growing up... and that our behavior was not because of her but because of our step dad... i wish she would have left him sooner... before i went off and joined the navy :rolleyes: i coulda stayed home :D Now, I refuse to tell her, i want her to know undoubtably that we appreciate all the sacrifices she made, and that she did a wonderful job...
I wish I could find a decent part time job :blah:
i wish i had the strength and common sense back in the day that i have now... i wish i could've made up my own mind and stuck with it no matter what the consequences... i wish i would've listened to my heart and not my mind... i wish i could forget somethings...
*deep breath*
now that it's off my chest... I Feel so much better. This is a cyber confessional/ wish/get it off your chest...
I'm trying to exhale
*waving my hand in the air*
...shoop... shoop... shoop
MEN... understand the importance of being in your childs life, and encourage your fellow brothers the same...
it hurts, feeling like your dad could give 2 flips...
I wish my mommy knew what my sisters and i went through growing up... and that our behavior was not because of her but because of our step dad... i wish she would have left him sooner... before i went off and joined the navy :rolleyes: i coulda stayed home :D Now, I refuse to tell her, i want her to know undoubtably that we appreciate all the sacrifices she made, and that she did a wonderful job...
I wish I could find a decent part time job :blah:
i wish i had the strength and common sense back in the day that i have now... i wish i could've made up my own mind and stuck with it no matter what the consequences... i wish i would've listened to my heart and not my mind... i wish i could forget somethings...
*deep breath*
now that it's off my chest... I Feel so much better. This is a cyber confessional/ wish/get it off your chest...
I'm trying to exhale
*waving my hand in the air*
...shoop... shoop... shoop